It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought ... it figures 

Well i got back from New Orleans and it was good! But there is something that i  have to say! we people in madison or ridgeland we have it good! there is nothing that can fathom what it was like!  Children with sad faces but willing to learn about God! and people willing to do whatever they can  to  help someone when they were in need! i mean it was amazing and then i saw this billboard sign that said , "To rebuild the City, We must rebuild our Lives!!"  and that amazed me becuase it is like to get the city running again we have to get everyone running and willing to help bulid it back up!  so as i am typing this i am amazed at how different we are (madison & ridgeland), rich, getting everthing we want, stay out late, and having computers and cell phone that we can keep in touch with people!! but all that was down there was poor destryoed houses, people not having anything but the clothes on their back and the money in their wallet, and having a curfew because of the crime and people having nothing to communicate but to walk somewhere and use a pay phone  to find their family they lost during the hurricane!  as they say you never really know what you ahve until it is lost! and then this woman that was on the trip with us her name is stephanie and she told mea verse that amazed me!  it is Jeremiah  33:3 and it says      'Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know.'  this is great to know that we just call upon the name of the lord and he answers us and tells us great and unsearchable things we do not know! wow to think call upon him( " God can you help me?"!") and he will answer! i  have to say that is an amazing verse!  well that is all i have to say and that i will be gone next week starting monday through saturday on a church choir trip to Orlando!

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.


Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when i wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.


Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.   - Goodbye My Lover by James Blunt

How can your best friend think you did something behind their back when you necceasrily wouldnt have done it! And then they turn around and tlak about you behind your back and act like we can be friends again? I mean call me crazy or this messed up to yall? I dont see a high or low road through this! But why pretend to think hey we can be friend even though i thought wrong and that i turn around and talk about them behind their back which you think they did and tell people lies and you do that too! I see so much confusion can someone help me?!?!?!?!?! Im not naming names so dont but most of you probaly know who it is because they have probaly told the whole world by now! BUT DONT ASK!!!

Currently Listening Under My Skin By Avril Lavigne Take Me Away,Together, How Does It Feel, Forgotten, Fall To Pieces, Who Knows, and Slipped Away see related

Long ago
Just like the hearse you die to get in again
We are...
So far from you

Burning on, just like the match you strike to incinerate
The lives
Of everyone you knew
And what's the worst you take? (worst you take)
From every heart you break (heart you break)
And like a blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well, I've been holding on tonight


What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long not goodnight

Came a time
When every star fall brought you to tears again
We are,
The very hurt you sold
And what's the worst you take? (worst you take)
From every heart you break (heart you break)
And like a blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well, I've been holding on tonight

What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long not goodnight

Well if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long not goodnight

Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Can we pretend to leave and then
Meet again
When both our cars collide

What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long not goodnight

Well if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long not goodnight ...  Helena by MCR

Something just isn't right
I can feel it inside
The truth isn't far behind me
You can't deny

When I turn the lights out
When I close my eyes
Reality overcomes me
I'm living a lie

When I'm alone I
Feel so much better
And when Im around you
I don't feel

I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same



I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't


I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same


I had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why
And I can't take it
It wasn't fake
It happened, you passed by

Now you are gone, now you are gone
There you go, there you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now you are gone, now you are gone
There you go, there you go,
Somewhere your not coming back

The day you slipped away
Was the day i found it won't be the same noo..
The day you slipped away
Was the day that i found it won't be the same   - Slipped Away by Avril Lavigne

Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home... - Where'd You Go? by Fort Minor

Last song!!!

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you -  Fall To Pieces by Avril Lavigne

Im out and not really talking to alot of people but my good friend Ashley and Mollie and Nathan and Amber so dont bother talking to me if your not them! leave me a comment and if i respond back you know that i will talk to you!